Forever Alone

I understand what true pain is,
waking up without a soul;
existing forever, but always alone.

I know where sorrow is born,
In icy depths of mans empty heart;
his spirit of love to tear apart.

I see misery in every face,
knowing no mercy, nor joy, nor peace;
only death can bring them ease.

I hear loathing in every word,
every breath a burning pain;
lies, deceit, and wraths distain.

I feel hate inside mankind,
rotting filth, disease, decay;
in their defense, nothing to say.

I taste the rotting flesh of sin,
toxic putrescence, bitter and vile;
evil by nature, the mind of a child.

I am the truth in all that you feel,
my humanity stolen, compassion is gone;
I am that which you know is wrong.

-G.W. Mainhood

Push-ups and Yoga

How many push-ups can you do?
I can proudly say I did 67 non-stop.
Does anyone use the 100 Push-ups App on their iTouch? It's really useful to help build up arm strength.

Does anyone do yoga?
I know it sounds weird for a guy to do yoga, or so say my friends, but I find yoga a lot more challenging than what it originally seemed like.
I tried it out yesterday and I had quite a difficult time finishing the first 7 minutes of the instructional video. It really works out the muscles in your body that you don't use often.
Here's a link to anyone who is interesting in trying out yoga, its fun and don't be discourage by the fact that it looks weird.
http://www.yogatic.com/

Paper Cranes

I'm making a thousand paper cranes to have my wish come true. You should make one thousand too. ;]

Psychological Problems

My friend has this psychological problem and I've really been trying to help deal with it. However, I'm seriously stumped.Lets call my friend Andy.
Andy had two amazing friends, he was really happy since they were the best friends he could have. However, on his birthday, he ignored his friends and for two days afterwards, he ignored them as well. When he finally met up with them, his friends asked what happened and he said:
"F**k off"
The friendship broke and they completely ignored each other from then on.
In school, they completely ignore each other and are nearly on the point of hating each other.
My friend slowly developed a mental issue. He constantly thinks hes over weight, that he always hated his friends. He told me he wants friends, but he claims he knows he won't get any unless he becomes anorexic. Only then, would he get some friends who are only his friends out of sympathy. I've tried talking to him and told him it is his thoughts that are causing him to become worst. When he is home alone, he stuffs himself with lots of food (he's a pretty big eater), and then he goes to the bathroom and throws it all up, sometimes to the point where hes bleeding. His friends are rather forgiving people, is there anything I could say to them to my friend to help this case?


Any advice at all would be greatly appreciated. Really looking out for my friend here, wish there was something I could do to help.

Lucid Dreaming

Lucid dreaming is something that I've been trying to accomplish for a while now. I just keep getting sidetracked and my sleep pattern is messed up.
Here's a little guide for people who want to try as well, it could take from a week to a month to get it down properly. You don't lucid dream every time you sleep either. I've only had about 5 or 6 lucid dreams so far.